[Fanfiction] INTIMACY - Chapter 26

Chapter 26

Marina smiled and responded to the kiss. Clara rose her hands squeezing her breasts through her Marina’s clothes. Marina put her hands on Clara's ass, pulling her closer. However, Clara took her hands away and placed them against the wall, pinning her with her fingers intertwined, and putting her leg between hers. Marina was the one who broke the kiss first, breathless.

- Wow .. Clara .. - She smiled, but she didn’t have time to say anything else, because Clara was already kissing her again.

Clara kissed her jaw and neck. She sucked it hard, leaving a hickey and making Marina moan, lifting her head to expose more of her neck to Clara.

- Mine! - She spoke softly.

- Yours. - Marina spoke hoarsely, eyes closed and biting her lip, getting lost in that kiss.

-  Just. Mine.

Clara raised Marina putting her legs around her waist. She held her legs and used her body to keep Marina against the wall. They kissed several times, Marina barely had time to breathe. Kissing, sucking, pulling her lip between her teeth. She tried to regain control, tried to dominate Clara’s tongue, but Clara made ​​it clear that it would not be her way that night.

Clara licked Marina’s teeth and upper lip,  and again her neck.

- Oh Clara ... – She moan.

Marina’s moan made her go mad. Just by hearing her saying her name with so much pleasure and lust, and knowing she had caused it.

She carried Marina to bed. And as Marina touched the mattress, Clara pulled her by her legs to the edge of the bed, opened her pants and pulled out at once. Clara took off hers too and laid over her to kiss her again. Marina enveloped her waist with her legs while Clara worked to remove her shirt.

Marina slid her hands inside Clara’s shirt, squeezing her breasts. Again, Clara grabbed her hands and pinned them against the bed.

- No, no. – She said with her lips close to Marina’s.

Marina looked up trying to kiss her.

- No. – She whispered and kissed her nose, moved her lips to her earlobe giving it a bite and then ran her tongue on the little marks left by her teeth. Marina closed her eyes again, already breathing hard.

- Do not take your hands from here, alright? – She released her.

As much as she loved her touch, Clara  knew she wouldn’t be able to keep her plan if Marina touched her. She put her hand on her chin pulling her into a warm kiss. Marina again tried to touch her, but Clara bit her lip, a little stronger this time, and backed away squinting her eyes.

- Do as I say or I’ll leave you here like this. – She finished removing her shirt and put her hands on Marina’s side, she felt her belly muscles shaking as she sucked it, leaving another mark. She ran her hands underneath Marina’s ​​bra, massaging her breast.

- Hmmm, Clara .. please, let me touch you?

Clara then made ​​Marina sit on her lap and removed her bra. She ran her fingers lightly down her breasts, now uncovered, and then kissed them. She sucked it quickly, making noise and then repeated, but more smoothly.

Marina moaned and rocked her hips, begging for more.  Clara’s hands scratched her ​​thighs and Marina went crazy when Clara took her nipple between her teeth and let it out, running her tongue on it.

- Claraa..-  she moaned her name. - Please. Please.

- What?

- Touch me!

Clara leaned  her against the headboard of the bed, opened her legs and knelt between them. Clara put her hand over her panties squeezing her sex, and feeling how wet Marina was, while she whispered in her ear. She said in between bites.

- Who owns you?

- You do!

- Who? – She squeezed her again and felt Marina lift her body towards her hand.

- You! Only you! - She wasn’t used to being dominated, but she was loving Clara’s attitude.

- Good. – She put her hand inside her panties.

Marina moaned at the contact. Clara made circular and upward movements, light and slow, testing her patience. She went near her clit, but didn’t touch it, she did circles around the entrance to her vagina but didn’t penetrate her. Marina was moaning and moving her hips trying to get more. Clara smiled.

- Do not torture me. – Her voice was weak.

Clara captured her lips in another fierce kiss and penetrated her, feeling Marina moan into her mouth and getting even wetter. Marina grabbed Clara’s hair as she  intensified her movements. She tried to look at Clara all the time, but she couldn’t keep her eyes open,  she was overwhelmed with all pleasure she felt. Until Clara stopped.

- No. .. Claraa .. - She protested.

Clara made ​​her turn on her back, getting to her knees. She finished undressing, pressed her body against hers. Marina held at the headboard, moaning as she felt Clara’s hard nipples on her back. Clara pulled her hair making her face her and kiss her while penetrating her again, harder and faster. Marina was moaning louder and louder, her body going up and down against Clara’s hand until she used her other hand to stimulate her clitoris while distributing kisses on her neck, causing her to reach her orgasm.

Clara took her hand and licked her fingers slowly looking into her eyes, before pulling her face to another kiss. She took advantage of the situation to lie on her, but Clara was smarter and rolled the two of them. Clara smiled and held her against the bed again. Marina looked at Clara’s sex knowing how aroused she was crazy and crazy to touch her. She wanted to measure strength by rolling back, but Clara didn’t let her.

Clara slid her body up hers, causing her nipples to brush before speaking next to her mouth.

- Hush, my love. - She licked her lips.

Now she wanted to do something that she had already talked about with Marina, but had no idea if it worked. She opened her legs, pulling one up and fitting on Marina, holding up her raised leg. As she felt their sexs getting in touch, Clara closed her eyes moaning loudly. It was amazing how she could connect with Marina. Marina was the one who moved first, starting to rub her against Clara and soon the two were moving in rhythm, going crazy.

Clara bit her lip so hard she was afraid it would bleed, scratching Marina’s leg and moaning loudly. Oh, yeah, it worked.

- Oh, Clara .. don’t, don’t stop.

Marina lost control of her voice feeling a new wave of orgasm wash over her body. Clara also came just afterwards, their liquid blending and she let her body fall against Marina’s.
They could feel their hearts beating together, out of pace. Marina still with eyes closed and without much breath.

- My God, Clara! Where did all this come from?

Clara now blushed, feeling embarrassed. Marina looked at her and laughed.

- Seriously? A bit late for you to pretend to be shy, come on! My little thing. - Eskimo Kiss.

- Didn’t you like it?

- Are you crazy? I Loved it. God. I just wanted to know why the sudden change.

- I told you I was going to show you who owns you. That’s all.

Marina smiled and sealed his lips.

- Oh yeah, you really did show me. – She laughed. - In another life I would hate to hear someone say that. But coming from you ... - She was serious. - That's all I ever wanted. - She nuzzled her neck and fell asleep.



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[Fanfiction] WELCOME TO MY WORLD - Chapter 18

Chapter 18 

Clara's POV

Locked in the bedroom all day, I tried to put my thoughts in place. Marina and I didn't speak any time and there remain only two days to our marriage. Would it be like this from now on? Now we wouldn't get married anymore?

Starting like this.... fighting ...... worth it?

But, how I couldn't marry her, if I couldn't even sleep properly at night missing her smell, her touch, her warmth of spooning? I was addicted. Just one night away from her and I woke up as if a truck had run over me. Besides the nightmares. I was like a child without a mother.

And it was not the worst thing. Amarilys was in the studio and Marina was there with her, photographing. Jealousy gnawed at me in such a way that I felt the need to go down there and see what they were doing. As if, at any moment, I could catch both amid a kiss. I was incredibly pathetic.

At some point, almost late of afternoon, my hunger pressed me, since I had not eaten lunch and I gave in to my stomach which growled loudly and to my curiosity to know how it would "the work" down there. I went down and realized that everything was being tidy, the session was over.

As soon she saw me, the model smiled at me kindly. I reciprocates.

- How are you, Amarilys? - I asked while I still down the stairs.

- Great and you?

- Me too.

- Marina, can you lend me your cellphone for me to call a taxi? Apparently I forgot mine in my sister's car in travel to here.

- It's no necessary. Clara takes you. - She might just be kidding.

- No, somehow. - She look at me - I'll not bother your. It's quick thing until the taxi arrives.

- No, she takes you. Is not it, love? - She asked smiling.

- Of course. - I spoke to the best face I could - Will be a pleasure.

- Well, so ... I accept. Can we go? - She said as she grabbed her purse.

- Yes, we can.

The path to the car was silent. I was serious. She kept a smile on her face. She looked happy, radiant, I'd say.

A few seconds after I leave the garage she started looking at me. I also looked at her and I felt embarrassed.

I heard she snapping her fingers and humming a song whatsoever. After some time she seemed not fully withstand more and turned to me, or at least as much the seat belt would allow

- Clara? - She called tense.

- Yes?

- No need to be jealous.

I looked at her, suspiciously.

- Yes, it was in your face. And the way you treated me last night. - I was about to lose my temper.

- Ah ...

- Let me finish, then you say what you feel. - She interrupted me.

- Right. - I agreed.

- Marina is even just a friend. Ok, seven years ago she was my girlfriend, as you may already know. But you have to understand that it was in the past. There came a time when what we had finished. It was not love, just a passion of the moment thing. It was beautiful, I confess. But I don't know if it's because we were young or if we needed to know other people. But it didn't work. You know, I'm proud of we could keep our friendship. And nothing more than that, I swear. - She put her hand on mine which was resting on the bench.

- You know it's not easy for me to believe in it, okay?

- I know. But look into my eyes and see if I'm lying. - I looked at her and all I saw was complete and total sincerity - Marina is just a friend, I repeat. And no need to be afraid, that woman loves you. She loves so much that worked today amid tension I had never seen before. Usually it's the photographer who tells us things to relax us and to stay more natural. Today I had to do it for her. Was visible as she was sad.

- We fight yesterday. After a crisis of my jealous. - I sighed - But is that you are beautiful and elegant, cool. I'm none of these. You know, I'm just a housewife.

- And that's why Marina loves you. At a certain time of the session I asked her about you. She just grinned. She said you were a woman of such common. A super mother and a housewife skillful. She told me how you lived together in your house, how well you cook and how Ivan is wonderful. And I saw the passion in her eyes and especially love, what I had rarely seen before. Do you know what I saw, Clara? Admiration! That's right, dear. It would almost worship. She adores you, really. You can be sure the fact that you're a woman different got her completely captivated.

- Really?

- I don't lie. Even more about something you probably already know and I'm just reminding you. Don't feel threatened. Nobody in the world can threaten what you have. I rarely saw glances so intense. Even mad at you she kept repeating that you should be fainting from hunger. What I saw in her eyes today was love, true love. But only those who feel it can recognizes it. Only those who live it knows how is. And I know, Clara, because I also have someone. 

- You have? 

- Yes. I have not told anyone. - She smiled - I don't want it to spread in the media as one of those celebrity gossip. I'm telling to you, because it seems I can trust you. It has not been a month since I met her. But you know when something touches us deep inside? When I first saw her I felt it would be impossible to keep me away from her. We didn't exchange words yet. It's not necessary. I see that she feels the same. As I see the love of you and Marina. So I ask that you don't fight with her, even more now that you are living in such a beautiful moment, because of bullshit. - I smile at her. 

- Sorry. - I sighed - I'm sorry, I'm so afraid of losing her. Afraid to wake up from this beautiful dream I'm living in. 

- Don't be. Just live. 

- God, you're so cool. I swear ... yesterday I was really forcing me to be rude to you, because what you transmit is calm, tranquility, trust, friendship. I think that's why Marina told me to bring you. To see what she said was true ... you are a woman how few, with unparalleled character. Only through your eyes I realize that. Now that took me the sale is easier to notice. 

- Good. I'm immensely happy. Look, I also skipped lunch. Who knows we can seal a peace agreement. We can stop at some restaurant and had lunch. What I see here is the beginning of a beautiful friendship, as I have with Marina. 

- I accept. It's a pleasure and honestly, I'm starving. - She laughed. 

- Right. Know somewhere? I'm sorry is that I'm new here. 

- Leave it to me. - I drove to a restaurant that used to go with Marina. 

We had lunch and talked for about 1 hour. I charmed me with that woman. Sure she took all the bad impression that was marked last night. I apologized to her, who readily agreed. She showed me a picture of the woman she had told me. She told me about her and I could see she was really loving and I need not worry. We talked about my son and how she wanted to have one or two "little brat", as she put it. When we left the restaurant we already smile as if we knew each other in a long time and we agreed to repeat our meet with our respective companions. I left her at her home and I went back to school to pick Ivan. I left him at Grandma's house. I needed the night just for me and Marina. I needed to apologize a thousand times in a row until she agrees. Until she forgive me.

My son, as always comprehensive, readily accepted so I left him with my mother.

I went to a flower shop, which was already closing, and I bought a bouquet of red roses for her. I felt strange ... I had never bought flowers ... usually Cadu was who bought for me. But ... well .. I would marry a woman and I needed to learn to be romantic ... in a different way. Gallant ... in a differently way.

I walked through the door, Vanessa and Flavia looked at me.

- Do you really think a bouquet will ease your way? - Vanessa asked fun.

- Van, don't be boring. Marina loves flowers, Clara, she'll love them.

- Thank Flavinha. - I said as I showed my tongue to Vanessa.

- And we're leaving already.

- Oh no. I want to see the mess. - The redhead pouted.

- Don't be silly, Vanessa! - I said and she laughed, grabbed the brunette's hand and went out. I gave a rose to Flavia in the process and she got the message. She was supposed to give it to Vanessa, maybe with this gesture the redhead wouldn't be so sour.

I went to my bedroom and I heard some noises coming from the bathroom. When I entered, Marina was playing with her feet in water. She was submerged in the bathtub. When she saw me she turned totally serious. It was obvious she was hurt, what did I expect?

- Love, I brought to you. - I showed the bouquet what I was hiding behind my back.


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Marina's POV

At that moment I flinched a little. She brought me roses? I could not think of anything cuter. I controlled myself, after all, she had treated me like a dog last night.

- Place them there over the sink, I think we need to talk.

- We need to. - She gulped with that puppy dog ​​face.

She placed the flowers where I commanded and sat on the edge of the tub next to me. She held my hand and she smelled of flavoring contained in the water.

- I love that smell. Because you're always with that delicious smell when we go to sleep. - I smiled and kept me serious - Ok, love, I know, I was an idiot last night. I talked to Amarilys and I realized that, as you said, she is a sensational woman. I didn't trust you and I know this is wrong but ... I'm afraid of losing you. 

-  I love you, Clara. But, in no time, I allow you to doubt the sincerity of those words. That is too strong. With those words I promise everything to you. Loyalty, understanding, caring, respect, Clara, respect. I confess that I am not an example of self-control, but do you wanna compare Leticia with Amarilys?! Do you agree that they are different situations and even more different women. 

- Yes, my love. 

- So, never make such an absurd comparison again. 

- I didn't know Amarilys. 

- Because of this I asked you to take her. For you to know her better. So you would know the woman you judged at the first look.

-  I apologize. You were right about everything, love. Can you forgive me? I don't wanna be fighting with you, I love you so much.

I love you too much, Clara. And we can't fight so every time you see me near a woman. Even if she is my ex - girlfriend or not. Unless, of course, if I give you a reason for this. 

- Right. You're right. You are absolutely right. Alright, I'm really an idiot. - She spoke as she looked me in the eye - Love, forgive me. It will not be repeated. - How could I resist those pleading eyes? 

- I forgive you. - She smiles. 

She came in for a kiss and I got up. 

- Take a shower. I'll wait for you in the bedroom. - I wore a robe and took the bouquet of flowers, leaving her utterly confused. 

After a few minutes she came out of the bathroom completely naked. I looked at her full of desire and she smiled shameless. 

- I didn't take a towel and I thought you would not want to bring one for me. You still look angry. - She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear and went to the closet.  

If was what she wanted, she would not take my concentration or sanity. 

I went to her and I just stayed behind her. She felt my presence and turned causing us to stay within inches of each other. 

- Yes, I'm still mad. - I pulled her tightly by the waist and I glued our lips. Shamelessly I started to slide my hands over that body. One hand held her hair pulling it with some force. 

I threw her on the bed and, after getting rid of the robe, I lay beside her, continuing to explore her body, but this time with my lips. 

- I'm still very angry. - I whispered as I kissed her neck and she gasped. 

- So, put this anger in me, my love. Make me yours. - She replied making me even more excited.

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[Fanfiction] INQUIETUDE - Chapter 18

Chapter 18 - Pain 

Leblon, Friday, 5:32 pm

The cellphone of Cadu trembled tirelessly on the nightstand. He just looked to make sure that Clara was calling once again.

He took two bags to the living room as he asked his son if he was ready.

- Will we travel? - Ivan asked when he arrived to the living room with his backpack.

- Yeah, we will. - Cadu answered, checking if he had the documents of both of them.

- Is mom going with us? - The twinkle in the boy's eyes was evident.

- No ... Your mother is no longer part of our lives. Let's go, for no catching traffic on the bridge.

Cadu took one last look at the apartment, locked the door and without saying anything to anyone, he went out with Ivan, saying goodbye only to the doorman.


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Santa Tereza, Saturday, 10:30 am

Clara woke first and watched Marina sleeping. Despite the previous day had been busy and quite stressful, Marina slept quiet. But her mental and physical fatigue was visible. Even Marina been with eyes closed, Clara noticed the swollen eyelids because of excessive crying. Her heart ached as she remembered the scene of horror that she had heard the day before.

Clara kissed forehead, eyes, nose and mouth of Marina. She stroked the disordered hair of photographer. She descended her finger gently across the face, drawing the asymmetrical contour of the face that only charmed her every second more.

Marina moved on the bed, put her arm around Clara, but remained with her eyes closed.

- Keep going - Marina said when she realized that Clara had stopped the caresses - I love the way you love me and take care for me.

- Good morning, my love! Did you rest?

- Enough to get to see some beauty in today - Marina replied - I need a shower. Today has no photos to do but I have to organize and edit some of them. We will be without Gi today, I thought it best she stay at her home.

- Okay. Go to bathroom and I will ask to employed to make a hearty cooked to you because you didn't eat anything last night - Clara said.

- Nope, the coffee can wait. My desire now is another - Marina said, whispering in the ear of Clara - I'm hungry for you.

Marina entered the bath and the hot water began to renovate her instantly. Clara sat on back side, massaging her shoulders, and her hair as she kissed the nape and the neck of the photographer. Her accurate and soft hands descended and ascended across the back of Marina, who breathed deeply, exhaling slowly through her nostrils. The moves made Marina got excited. Clara put the hair of her beloved aside and ran her hands to the front of her body, shaping the breasts with stiff strength.

- Hummmmmmm ... - Marina moaned at the touch.

Clara playing with her nipples between her fingers, squeezing them, pulling them and her teeth marked the white skin of the neck.

Marina felt her heart speed up when Clara's breasts touched her back. Her sex throbbed slowly and Clara descended her hands across Marina's belly and paced them around her waist.

The tongue of the brunette, which already knew very well this painted skin at this morning, tasted the back of the ear.

Marina tilted her head back and Clara caught her lower lip between her teeth after sucking warm and wet tongue.

When Clara was sliding her fingers to the sex of the photographer, Marina stopped her hand and said:

- You've abused me very much yesterday, now it's my turn.

Marina took the wet hair of Clara and forced her to lean against the tub. She imprisoned the lower lip of Clara between her teeth and pulled her to herself.

Marina unceremoniously entered two fingers inside Clara. The photographer went out and came in a slow pace, alternating thrusts and massages on clitoris which was swelling every minute.

- You make me crazy. - Clara said between a groan and another while the mouth of Marina devoured her.

- You moan so good, you know? - The photographer saind in the ear of Clara.

The brunette stiffened and Marina felt her fingers being crushed by sex twitched.

- Is it?

- Very. - Marina answered, biting the neck of Clara - I want to hear you moaning more.

The photographer took her hand and took Clara's waist, placing her sitting on the edge of the tub.

With the legs wide apart, Clara felt Marina entering her wet and hot center with her tongue. Marina ran her tongue from the bottom up and was climbing until she reach the mouth of Clara.

- Moan to me...come on. - asked while their tongues were intertwined.

Marina sucked the bosom of Clara and her fingers were lost in  Clara's intimacy which asking for more. The photographer separated the labia stretching them and the tip of her tongue landed on pink clitoris.

- I..I ... I didn't mistreat you that way, love. - Clara gasped looking Marina.

- What do you want? - Marina asked, strolling her hands through the body of Clara, freaking her slowly.

- You! - answered in a whimper.

Kneeling in the tub, Marina pasted their bodies. Wet breasts leaning against the belly of Clara.

- I'm already here - Marina answered looking up.

Clara twisted her lips in revolt.

- Say, what you want me to do with you, huh?

- Lick me! I want your mouth on me - asked Clara.

- Like this? - Marina asked, licking the neck of Clara as a juicy strawberry.

- Cretin! - Clara replied in grasping moan.

- Or so? - Marina seized the breasts of Clara and she shivered, slipping wet body. Marina held her and, tired of playing, she penetrated her with her nimble fingers.

She descended her mouth across the flat abdomen and reached the pink and swollen point which made her salivate.

Marina circled and sucked the clit. Clara trembled and the moan stay caught in her throat. She began to increase the pace of thrusts and used all the breath she had to suck Clara until she came on her fingers and in her mouth.


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- Half of the photos are already organized - Flávia observed - must have been done by Clara, she's even an angel.

- Why must have been done by Clara? It may have been done by me or Gisele - countered Vanessa - She is not the only person working here in this studio.

- Seems like that your pet peeve with Clara will never end.

- I thought I would get Clara away from Marina, but ... - Vanessa stopped the sentence by half. She had thought too high and now Flavia stared her waiting for the end of the sentence. A question mark was swirling around the head of the brunette.

- I think ... I think I didn't understand it - Flavia said closing the notebook - What's this story?

- No story - Vanessa lied, turning her attention to what she was doing.

- What did you do, Vanessa?

And then the redhead sat, facing Flavia, and she began telling her how far she had come to try to put an end to that story that, in her view, should never have begun.

Flavia was shocked. She could never have guessed that Vanessa was so low and that kind of vile person.

- I just regret having done it because it made Clara make a  decision once and for all - confessed the redhead.

Marina arrived at the studio and stood in the doorway, too horrified to continue walking. Vanessa had her back to her and Flavia didn't notice her presence, because she was too earnest in what Vanessa spoke.

- I just wanted Marina back to me. And I would send those pictures to Cadu again if you want to know. Clara is not the right person for Marina, she will never be.

Marina felt the words reached her like a blow in the stomach. She stood where she was unable to move, unable to even sketch a reaction. And everything that made no sense began to fit into a mental puzzle that was emerging in the mind of Marina.

The receipt on the table. The remoteness of Vanessa.
Everything now fit.

- Vanessa - Marina called in a strangled voice.

The redhead turned in the chair getting even paler than she already was. She swallowed, however there was no trace of regret in her eyes. Only the fear of imminent fact: losing Marina.

The redhead stood up and walked to Marina silent.

- Let me get this right. Did you have the courage to send my photos with Clara for Cadu, was it? - Marina asked, raising her voice gradually.

- And I'd do it again - Vanessa said not supporting the idea that it had turned against her.

Marina took a deep breath and in a fit of rage hit the back of her hand in the face of Vanessa.

Vanessa didn't believe that Marina had done it. She wanted pay back the gesture with two slaps. But her face was burning too much and she couldn't take the hand of the affected site to fight back.

- Flavinha leave us alone - Vanessa asked without taking her eyes from Marina.

- Are you crazy? Someone has to be here to prevent a murder - Flavia said behind of Vanessa.

- Why did you do it, Vanessa?

- Do you think it's easy to be seeing all this sugar between you and Clarinha? - The redhead said in an ironic and biting tone.

- That doesn't justify what you did!

- I wanted to destroy her, show that you would be pretty screwed when Clara decides to return to her handsome husband. I love you, Marina. I LOVE YOU - Vanessa snapped with had half her face concentrated in blood.

- This problem is yours - Marina answered - I DON'T LOVE YOU MORE. More wrong than to mess with me was messing with someone I love - Marina had a hand in her hair. Her closed eyes tired of crying returning to tears, now by pure and bitter disappointment.

- Do you know how it hurts to see you like this? Passionate, surrendered, completely idiotized by someone so different from you? Each time you speak "Clara" and I see your eyes shining, a new wound opens here - Vanessa said pointing to her heart - and the old wounds bleed a little more. I even thought that Clara would see the great mistake she was doing, I thought she'd get real,  I thought she'd see that you two are just an adventure, an adventure that leads nowhere. I thought you would come back to me as you always did ...

- You had no right ... - Marina had bloodshot eyes of hatred.

- YOU HAD NO RIGHT TO PASS OVER WHAT WE HAD, OVER MY LOVE FOR YOU - Vanessa screamed shooting words with rancor.

- You're crazy - Marina said, giving a short laugh - I've been very clear all along about what I felt for you, Vanessa ... I feel nothing for you anymore.

- I thought you had a little consideration for what we had.

"Until you start your random talk.
I know by far that you should walk on.
Well you should fly away from me.
Just like planes do over the sea.

If life seems to forget
What rhymed 'me to you'
Not much left to do
Or insist, without why

Before the day is over
I know there is so much to tell
But it's better get away from me
No more, no pain, near the end

I´ve been in hotel rooms before,
And all you can say, I know by heart
As on a flight over the sea
Always leave, never stay"

(Thiago Pethit - Perto do Fim)


- This is already a problem all yours. Damn, Van! You are my friend. Were. My best friend ... For God's sake! What you did was sickly.

- But you can't deny that I helped in the end - She sparked.

- Was not that kind of help I wanted. Clara would come to me anyway in some time - Marina responded by holding herself not to go up to the redhead again - I just wanted you here to tell me that everything would be fine, so I wouldn't give up. But you chose to stab me in the back. I don't see a way to forgive you, I don't see another way by which we can go together ... as we always followed - Marina sat in the chair desolated. The red eyes burned and her head began to hurt - I think you better get your stuff and ... I can't take anymore. You exceeded all tolerable limits.


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Clara was finishing her breakfast and decided to call Cadu warning that, in a few minutes, she would be in Leblon. Again the cellphone of her ex-husband went into voicemail. The brunette then began to think it was too strange, and this feeling got worse when her heart clenched in her chest.

She called her older sister asking if her ex-husband and son were there, but to her surprise Helena said she had not seen either of them since last afternoon when bumped Cadu in the elevator. Without wanting to show the panic that began to emerge, Clara hung up and ran to the studio to tell to Marina about the bad feeling she was feeling.

- Marina, I can't talk to Cadu and I'm not liking ... - Clara said entering the studio. She paused a few seconds analyzing the scene. She saw the face of Vanessa watering and red as the eyes of Marina.

Clara ran to the side of Marina and, no asking, she ran her hands on the face of Marina wiping it and then hugged her.

Injured, Vanessa left the studio slamming the door heavy and Flavia followed her.


- Was your father readying something again? - Clara asked.

- No - Marina said, sniffling and lifting - Later we talk about it, Clarinha. You arrived talking about Cadu, did something happen?

- I don't know, love ... I can't talk to him since yesterday. He doesn't answer my calls. Helena doesn't know where he is, nor my son, I'm worried. My mother's heart is telling me this is not right.

- More trouble ... - Marina complained more to herself than to Clara - Do we will never have peace? They should have gone for a walk somewhere, will know.

- I don't know - Clara replied, walking from one side to another - I'm going to Leblon to see if they appears. You coming with me?

- No ... -  the photographer replied, sniffing and walking up the notebook to turn it on - I don't know why all this concern. Both should be on their way to here.

- I'm not so sure. My Heart - Clara said a little irritated and with her left hand over her chest - It is trying to tell me something and I don't know what is. Oh my God, protect my son! - Asked with her eyes closed.

- You can take the car if you want.

- You really will not even come with me? - Clara asked again.

- There's a lot of work to do, Clara. Take the car, looking after your son and then we talk.

Clara was surprised to be called by first name as Marina almost never called her like that or called like that when they made love or the diminutive.

- Individualist - Clara murmured softly, placing her cellphone in the back pocket of her jeans.

- What? - Marina asked, realizing the grumbling, but without understanding what it was.

- Nothing, Marina! Bye - Clara said, going out of the studio as a hurricane.

Marina closed the notebook with anger. Hours before she had lost her father, minutes before lost her best friend and now had discounted all her rage in the only person who could bring her a bit of peace.


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Clara came down the taxi like a rocket. Entered the building number 45 and, for her lucky, the elevator had just arrived at the ground. Without saying good morning for the people, she wildly pressed the button of the floor where her older sister lived.

Clara entered the apartment by calling Helena. Rosa, who  came from the kitchen with a bottle of coffee, asked Clara to sit at the table with everyone, but she refused walking from one side to another.

Luiza and Virgilio asked what was happening. The niece sat her aunt on the couch and when she held her hands, she felt like they were frozen.

Helena, who heard the call of her youngest sister, arrived at living room still brushing her hair and Clara vented all her grief.

- It should be all right, sister. Be quiet. - Helena tried to reassure - Yesterday they were fine, happy, nothing bad must have happened.

- I don't know, sister ... my heart ... I don't even want to think if it is right - Clara said, wringing her hands in her lap.

- Come on. Have coffee with us, Aunt. Pretty soon they should appear here - Luiza said returning to the table.

Impulsively Clara stood from the couch and headed toward her old apartment ignoring the call of Helena. She still had the keys and hoped Cadu had not changed the locks.

Helena arrived minutes later and found the living room door wide open. She ran for the former sister's bedroom when she heard a shout.

- What? - Helena asked, scared, seeing Clara opening the doors of the wardrobe.

- It can't be ... - Clara said going into the bedroom of Ivan.

Upon arriving at her son's room, Clara opened the drawers of the dresser and fell to her knees on the carpet.

- No! - Clara cried, crying copiously beating her hands down.

Helena looked around and her heart stopped for a few minutes. The first two drawers were empty and, when she opened the other drawers, they had several empty spaces.

- He took my son! - Clara said between tears.

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[Fanfiction] INTIMACY - Chapter 25

Chapter 25

The other day, in the morning, Clara had an appointment with Nando. Cadu didn’t show, sent his lawyer only, what made Clara very unhappy.

- You’re lucky Cadu decided to cooperate, and if you too get along I can take care of everything myself, you won’t need another lawyer.

- Lucky. – She sneered.

- Cadu wants to have the same rights you do about Ivan.

- But he will live with me.

- He wants Ivan to decide that.
- He wants Ivan to decide between his parents? Are you serious? - Clara scoffed again. - And of course he can have the same rights, I am the mother and he is the father. But there has to be communication between us. And Ivan will live with me.

-  IF Ivan lives with you, if he chooses you... Cadu wants at least 3 week days with him. The days don’t need fixed. Alternate weekends.

- Okay.

- You .. you’ll end up living with that woman, won’t you, Clara?

- First, do not talk about her like that! "That woman", Marina,  and me haven’t talked about this  yet. But one day, of course, we will. That’s just natural.

- Cadu doesn’t want Ivan living with her.

Clara laughed. - Cadu doesn’t have to want or like anything. If I live with her, Ivan comes with me, of course. Ivan and her get along super well, I'm sure he would love it.

- He has the right to not want his child to be raised in the middle .. in the middle of a ...

- In the midst of a homosexual relationship? Oh, do me a favor, Nando! How does this influence Ivan? He’s not being deceived, he knows what Marina and I are, what we have, and he doesn’t care. And you know what? You can ask him. You can ask him if he sees any problem in living with the two of us. Doesn’t Cadu want him to choose? He can ask him. My son knows me.  He knows that my story with Marina is true, and he would not turn his back on me due to prejudice, no. And, of course he will live with me, because I won’t let my son be raised under a sexist and prejudiced shadow. He is a great father, but I won’t let him plant shit in my son's head just because he doesn’t like being replaced by Marina! Save it! – She stood up - And you don’t need to give Cadu this message, I’ll do it myself. Because if you do it, you’ll distort all my words.  I’m done with you too. – She left.

Since Cadu didn’t answer her calls, Clara let him voice messages, saying all the things she had said to Nando and telling him to get the balls to come talk to her the next time instead of just sending his 'buddy'. And then she told Marina everything about that meeting.

- He wants to make Ivan choose.

Marina nodded. – That’s so stupid. Making the boy carry such a responsibility like that? To make a decision knowing he could hurt one of his parents.

- Yeah. My poor pet.

- But are you scared? That if it ever gets to this point, Ivan won’t..

- Ivan, just like any other kid, is mad about his dad. But he’s smart, he knows that .. ah, Cadu was always a good father, but a single parent? Never. If I weren’t there everyday reminding him of doing things, he put everything aside. Ivan knows that.  Cadu can barely take care of himself.

Later, Clara, Marina and Ivan were eating lunch out together. Marina and Ivan were playing with the fries while Clara laughed happily. Happy because Marina and her pet got along so well. She even fed them both on the mouth.

- Oh my God, I have two children now. – She spoke laughing.

Marina was going to answer, but she saw that Clara wasn’t smiling anymore.

- What?

- That woman is staring at you again. – she said dropping her food.

Marina looked around and saw Victória, who was walking towards them. Clara frowned. Ivan noticed the difference and focused on his food.

-Marina having a family time? Look, I’ve never imagined this. I can see that Clara really did change you. - She looked at Clara. – And who is this little boy?

- My son. - Clara said in a no friendly tone.

- Your son? - She looked at Ivan again and then to Marina. - Can I join you?

Clara was about to answer, but Marina said it first.

- As you said, we are on a family lunch. Another time, maybe?

- Mom, let's go buy that chocolate dessert?

- Soon, Ivan. - Clara didn’t want to take her eyes off Victória.

- Oh, mom, but we won’t have time later, I have to go to school soon.

Victória smiled. Marina looked at Clara, her eyes saying that it was okay to go.

- Okay. - Clara stood up reluctantly. - Come on. – She spoke softly to Ivan.

Once Clara left, Victória bent and spoke in Marina’s ears.

- Common woman and a parent? Do not tell me that she left her husband for you?

- What do you want, Victória?

- She did? – She laughed – Oh, aren’t you a bandit?

- What do you want?

- Come on, Marina. You don’t have to be so rude, I'm just kidding. - She sat on her side, facing her. - I want you.

- You’re too late.

Victória looked at Clara who also watched her. - Is this serious?

- Extremely serious. Clara is my girlfriend and I would like you to respect that. You can start by stopping to look at me that way.

- It is impossible to look at you in any other way, my love. - She smiled. - And I never imagined you being a mommy. – She said in mockery.

- That only shows you never really knew me. I may have enjoyed life a lot, yes. But all the time all I always  wanted was to find HER. – She emphasized - The one with whom I would drop everything to build a family.

Victória looked at Marina with a deadly expression. - It could have been me. You wanted me to return to Brazil to live with you.

- That was another time. - She looked at her. - And you missed your chance.

Victória opened her mouth.

- And you know what? - Marina looked at Clara and Ivan who were coming with the dessert. - I don’t think so. It couldn’t have been you. - She smiled at Clara.

Clara was already returning to the table so Victória decided to leave, but not without smirking first.

- I'll find you. – She left.

The rest of the lunch didn’t go well. As much as Marina still tried to keep the joyful mood with Ivan, Clara wasn’t happy with that visit. Ivan left the school and they returned to the studio. After a while in awkward silence, Clara asked.

- What did she want?

Marina looked at Clara.

- Do not look at me that way, I didn’t take my eyes off that woman. Well, I saw whispering in your little ear there.

- It was nothing, Clara.

Clara looked at her, not believing her. - Marina, she wants to get close to you again, full of ulterior motives and you tell me it's nothing?

- It is nothing, because I made ​​it clear that I am not available and I will not respond to her advances.

They arrived in the studio. Clara slammed the car door.

- Clara, don’t be mad at me, hey. I didn’t do anything.

-I'm Not. – She said walking in front of her.

Marina sighed and followed.

When they entered, Marina had no time to look for the girls. Clara took her hand and pulled her to the house. Clara entered the room and locked the door. She turned to Marina still with a frown on her face.

- What do you want me to do?

- If she gets closer to you, I will not play polite. I won’t, Marina! I'll show her who owns you! – She spoke with a threatening tone coming close to Marina.

Marina smiled. She shouldn’t laugh at the situation, but she liked to see Clara jealous of her.

- Oh yeah? – She joked. - And who owns me? – She rubbed Clara’s hair.

- I'll show you too. - Clara pushed Marina against the wall and kissed her passionately.



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[Fanfiction] INTIMACY - Chapter 24

Chapter 24

In the afternoon, the girls worked in the studio. Marina sat on the floor, with her notebook, selecting photos. She wore her glasses and her hair pulled back with a few strands loose on her face. Clara was organizing the equipment, but she kept an eye on her. She couldn’t decide when Marina looked prettier. When she was photographing, when she was completely focused on work, when she dressed to kill, or when she was completely loose and relaxed. But she knew, without a doubt, her favorite moment. That was when Marina was completely naked, in bed, in her arms, all disheveled. And with that little face that she saved for Clara only, a smile that overflew love.

- Marina! – Flavinha’s voice took Marina and Clara off their trances. Marina looked up.

- You have a visitor.

- Who? Customer? Send in! - She said, putting her computer aside and standing up.

Marina released her hair and removed her glasses. Clara looked at her thinking that she was a fool if she didn’t think she was beautiful in any way. A figure appeared in her peripheral vision, calling her attention.

A stunning woman stood in the doorway. She had her same height, wavy brownish hair that reached to her breasts. She wore proper make up, not in excess, and she was elegantly dressed. Vanilla skin, her face with striking features and at the same time it was so delicate and she had that deep look that resembled Marina’s.

- Marina. – She called.

At that moment, Clara registered two informations. 1 - The woman's voice was so seductive as her looks. 2 - Marina widened her eyes in surprise and her whole body stiffened like stone, before she turned.

- Victória?

The woman walked towards her, leaving her purse on the nearest table and hugged her. Marina was so numb that she didn’t respond immediately.

- What are you doing here?

- I came to see you, of course! - Victória had her face buried in her neck with eyes closed. - I miss you. All of you. Your face, your eyes, your smell ... - Marina sniffed and started to walk away, but still touching her. – Your lips.  – She spoke leaning towards Marina’s face. Marina felt her heart flutter with nervousness and put her hands on her torso, stopping her.

Clara,  who was, until then, watching quietly, cleared her throat. - Marina.

The woman pulled away and only then she looked at Clara.

- Oh my! Where are my manners? - She went to Clara extending her hand. - I'm Victória, and you are? - She had that superior look.

Clara took her hand. - Clara. Marina’s girlfriend.

Even still in shock, Marina smiled, it was the first time Clara called her that in front of people. Clara thought Victória would apologize or at least seem uncomfortable, but no.

- Girlfriend? – She looked at Clara from head to toe and turned to Marina. - Miss Marina Meirelles had her heart stolen? Is that it? - She smiled.

- Clara, Victória.. she is ... a friend ...

- An ex. Marina’s ex. – She laughed - The most important one .. maybe? Oh come on, give me that pleasure. - She sat on the couch and pulled Marina with her.

- When did you come back?

- This week. I came to look for you as soon as I could. - She laid her hand on Marina’s thigh.

Marina looked uncomfortable and crossed her legs to get out of the contact. Clara didn’t like to be completely ignored by that woman, she sat on the sofa’s arm, close to Marina, and took her hand, lacing their fingers, smiling menacingly, marking her territory.

- Came back from where? - Clara asked.

- From London. Wonderful city! Have you been there?

Clara nodded no.

- That's where we met. - She looked at Marina. - But alas ... I ended up staying there and she came back to Brazil. I had a job offer and decided to stay, Marina returned. – She explained to Clara. Marina looked at her seriously.

- How are you? How has your life been?

- Well, Alright.. - She looked at Clara smiling. – Amazing.

Victória gave a fake smile.

- Mine too. But I never ceased to regret for staying.

- Why? - Clara asked.

Victória didn’t answer, she only looked at Marina.

- Unfortunately, I can’t stay. It was a quick encounter. I wanted to come over with more time, but also couldn’t wait to see you again. - She wanted to touch Marina’s hand, who took it before she reached it. - But I'll be back. We could have lunch together some day soon. I'll call you. - She got up and picked up a card on the table that had the studio’s telephone number.

- Of course. - Marina also stood up, still holding Clara’s hand.

- Bye. - Victória put her hand on Marina’s hair and gave her a long kiss on the cheek. - Bye, Clara. - She waved and left.

Marina looked at Clara with a look knowing she was in trouble.

- I want to know every detail of this story.

- Victória? - Vanessa arrived just in time to see her leaving. – That was just what I needed. Clara wasn’t enough to piss me off, now Victória is back.

- What’s the problem with that woman, Marina? Does she think  I didn’t notice? She treated me like I wasn’t even here, she was all over you. Who is she? ‘The most important ex’. – She spoke in disdain. She kept touching you. - Clara gestured irritably. - All impressive, all superior. Did you see the way she looked at me?

- Clara, Calm down. - Marina stretched her hands, trying to calm her.

- Calm down? She ..

- If you stay calm, I'll explain everything.

- So explain. I'm all ears. – She crossed her arms with a serious expression.

Marina sighed. - Look .. Victória and I met in London a while ago. I was there to an exhibition and decided to do some more courses there. We met at the exhibition. During the course, I traveled through Europe and all ...  and she went with me.

- That’s cute. –She was ironic. – You did a European tour together? As girlfriends?

- Ye-yes. We did not use that term, but yes. We spent a whole year .. more than a year together, it was my longest relationship.

Clara huffed.

- At the end of the course, I wanted to go back to Brazil, but she didn’t. She had gotten an irrefutable proposition. I asked her .. to come back .. to stay with me, to take our relationship further, perhaps even to another level, but she stayed. We even kept in touch for a while, she came to visit me, but then .. one day it was gone.

- A year? A whole year in honeymoon? - Clara thought of Europe and Angra.

- ... Clara.

- And now she comes here as if nothing had happened? As if no time had passed, as if you weren’t already with someone else! I bet she thought she would get here and just continue the story with you. Get you back.
- Clara ..

- And I doubt that my presence here has changed her mind, she didn’t even look at me.

- My love ..

- And why does she want to meet you again? To see pictures and go through memories? Memories of the two of you? Do you agree with that? You want to talk about her life?

- Of course not, I agreed, but I doubt she'll take this forward. I was only polite. I don’t know what she wants, but she shouldn’t do anything, I'm with you.

- Ahh, but let her try ..

- Clara. - Marina sighed.

- Let her, because I ..

Clara! - Marina spoke louder, calling her attention. – Forget her. – She came closer. - Because I'm yours. – She put her hand on her face.

- I saw how you were when she arrived, Marina. You .. you got stirred, you ...

- Surprised. I was surprised, that's all. It’s been so long, I didn’t think I’d see her again.

- That's all?

- Of course, silly. - She kissed her nose. - I'm yours. - She hugged her tightly.

Clara hugged her back, sighing. - Good.





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[Fanfiction] WELCOME TO MY WORLD - Chapter 17

Chapter 17 

Clara's POV 

I felt wonderful. Ivan, she and I living in that house, that as she always said, "looks like paradise". Best of all is that we will now get married. I was incredibly excited, as I had never felt before. I thought about how it would be like. I wanted a simple ceremony but Marina don't. We combine our tastes and decided to do nothing extraordinary and not very "mini".

We'll get married there. The decor ... well, Marina said she would call someone to help us with this and, yet, I made ​​sure to write down a million ideas that I had throughout the day, about flowers, music and buffet. We agreed that would have various photos of us scattered throughout the environment. At this rate, was left less than a week to we get married.

The invitations had already been distributed and do you wanna know about a crazy thing? Vanessa was working in the studio with Marina. Yes, that's right.

It's that their friendship has come a long time and I encouraged the Marina not to let that get lost. Over time she perdou Vanessa, who, for all I know,is flirting with Flavinha. I was super happy, after all, I never had anything against Vanessa. When she didn't come to give me kicks, of course. But this I can understand. Sometimes, I even hurt Marina and her friend just took her pain.

Well, so on our honeymoon, Vanessa and Flavia would be taking care of the studio. Ivan would be with my mother, since Cadu said he worked hard and had no time. And about the honeymoon?! Two weeks in Paris. I was even in the clouds with the simple idea of knowing another country. The more a place so good called. I told Marina that she could never let go of my hand there, because, if I lost, I wouldn't understand anything they were saying. She, on the other hand, as was to be expected, she perfectly mastered the French language and even she said she would teach me when had the opportunity.


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Sitting by the pool, Marina and I was enjoying sunshine after a swim. I shook my feet in the water as a child and she was facing me, looking at me with that beautiful smile.

- Love? - She called me with that melodious voice and I closed my eyes and smiled.

- The impression I have is that no matter how much time passes, when you call me like that I feel a burning feeling inside me. Since the first time I saw you, I felt this .. "thing" .. inside of me. Your voice still freaks me out. - I looked at her.

- That's great. And since I still I cause you the same feeling when we first met ... come with me to an exhibition at that place?

- What place?

- Where we met, of course.

- Seriously?

- Yes...come with me. Let's remember every moment, every look. Will be tomorrow.

- You said that there is an exhibition, but you didn't say where it would be. - I covered my mouth with my hand as I gave a little scream, which made her laugh.

- I wanted it to be a surprise.

- I loved the idea. I will go!

- So I like. - She came and sealed our lips and then she threw herself in the pool doing water splashed on me. I pretended to be angry and jumped also to start a war of water.


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The next day

- Here we are. - Marina whispered beside my ear and then immediately placed herself in front of me at a distance - It was here that I saw you for the first time. It was here that I noticed you, and it was here that I fell in love. By your sweet smile, your almost innocent look, your looked so youthful and almost childlike expression. - She talked a little loud making me smile and calling attention to a few people who were close.

- Stop, your crazy! - I ran to her and hugged her - Everyone's looking at us.

- Let them look. They want to see the true picture of love.

- Clara, can I take your picture? - A photographer asked.

- My? - I inquired bland.

- Of course. - Marina answered for me - You are my woman now. Get used to it. - Smiled.

- Ok -. I smiled nervous and the photographer did his job.

Time or another they had been wanting to take my picture, Marina or the two of us together.

- Love, I need to pee. - I spoke with a comical expression that made ​​her smile and point me toward the bathroom - I'll be back.

- I'll be waiting for you. - She threw me a kiss as I ran surreptitiously.

After answering the call of nature, I came out of the toilet with a more harmonious expression, with a broad smile on my face, to be more direct. This smile was completely undid when I found Marina.

By her side was a woman. But not just any woman. One of the best known models in Brazil and abroad. She had a glass of champagne in hand. The striking, strong face, the delicate nose. Her porcelain skin looked so perfect, rosy mouth, a dark brown tone hair in long curls and perfect that reached almost to her waist. She wore delicate glasses that gave her an intellectual air. I was very angry. Why? For the simple fact that she exists and mostly because she was talking to Marina who, moreover, seemed very interested and involved in her conversation. The two laughed at something I don't know what it was. Marina, in a moment of conversation, turned to me and when she saw me she was ... uncomfortable. Oh I would kill her and then that ... that ... goddess-shaped woman who talked to her. I approached a steady pace and with all the elegance I could. Trying not to show weakness and / or jealous.

- Hello -. I talked to the woman who just gave me a so gentle smile which almost made me give up kill her.

- Hello, so you're the famous Clara?

- I am Clara, famous I no longer know. - I pressed the hand she offered me.

- Amarilys. (click here to view her)

- It's a pleasure.

- All my.

- Are you a friend of Marina? - I asked gently but, actually, I was probing enemy terrain.

- Oh yeah, sure, Marina is a great friend.

- It's always nice to meet her friends.

- Ah, it's great to know for sure her worthy bride. And your beauty is also incredible. Like hers. You really are perfect together.

- Thank you, Amarilys. - Marina said.

- Yeah, thanks. You are also beautiful and moreover, you are famous, aren't you? I mean I've seen you several times on TV and ... - I don't believe I'm fawning my rival! - Sorry, I got carried away. - She laughed.

- That's okay. No problem. It's really amazing to have recognized my work, I'm very happy about that.

- Good. - I smiled bland - If you'll excuse me, I'll call my sister, I need to have news about our son. - I emphasized the last two words.

- Have you a son? - I heard the woman asking before I leaving.

- Oh yes, we have. He's gorgeous, is called Ivan. - Marina responded and soon I was too far away to hear the rest of the conversation.

Calling Leninha?! Bullshit! She told me she'd call me if she had any problems. I was hunting Vanessa and Flavia everywhere. I needed to know more of that mysterious woman and asking to her it would be too much obvious.

- Van. - I called when I saw the redhead's back.

- Hi -. Replied turning and soon she and Flavinha came hand in hand.

- Sorry disturb you but I wanted to ask a little something.

- You can ask Clarinha. - Vanessa talked surprising me with her good humor and lack of sarcasm in her voice. It seems that Flavia was really good at her.

- Who is that woman over there talking to Marina? - I discreetly pointed with my thumb making the two look at her.

- Hmmm. Amarilys. - Vanessa spoke apparently hiding something.

- I know that, Vanessa. I also know that you are hiding something.

- Van is best to talk soon or it will be worse. Besides, they are only friends.

- And who believe in friendship of ex?

- You are friend of Marina. - Flavinha rountered.

- It's different. Besides, I have you, my pumpkin. - She pressed the brunette's cheeks making me laugh and she get blushed. But when I reviewed the previous sentence of th redhead, I was soon possessed by jealousy.

- What? Did you said "ex"?

- That's right.

- And how can I compete with that monument of woman?

- Who says she is match for you? - Flavinha started.

- Marina has no further interest in Amarilys but professional, Clara. She's crazy about you. Yo know that, for her, there's no more beautiful and enlightened woman than you.

- I know nothing more.

- Oh, my God, you two are crazy by jealous. Do you know what? Go and see with your own eyes. Gets near them.

- I can't stay snooping their conversation.

- Is not snooping. Marina made ​​this exhibition more for you than for herself. Amarilys got invitations from someone else. It wasn't a combined meeting. Marina wants you to stay close to her tonight.

- Right. I will do this. Thanks to you both.

- Whenever the orders, boss. - The redhead spoke inflating cheeks with air and making straight face.

My night was a tremendous disaster. What began with perfection, making me remember so good moment of our love, ended with Marina chattering all night with that woman. Now and then I entered the conversation but I totally regretted. I don't know, it was very different from me. I really tried hard not to like her.


When we got home that night ...

- Oh, what a night! I wanna a bath and my bed, I'm exhausted. - I left her talking to herself and went to the bedroom.


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Marina's POV

The night was exhaustive. Instead of staying with Clara, that was what I wanted, I had to be talking to an old friend. Ok, I confess, she was not just a friend. We had a short relationship in the past. But was done, definitely. We broked up and we continue the friendship, after all, she was a woman how few.

She has an impeccable character and, a long time, she doesn't see me like that Marina for whom one day she came to fall in love.The same happens to me. Still, Clara seemed jealous and this was confirmed with a call from Vanessa. She laughed at me and told me to beware of the beast. Soon Flavinha picked the mobile off the hands of her girlfriend and explained to me what happened, while Vanessa laughed, drunk across the line, screaming that she wanted to have sex or other obscene things which made me laugh and Flavia get a tone totally embarrassed. That was really a perfect couple. A contrast of madness and sanity. I glad that my friend has found someone who really deserved her.

I went upstairs at a slow pace and when I got Clara was not there. I tried the bathroom door: locked. She never took a bath with the door locked. I should really be in trouble. It would be better if I would go to sleep on the couch? No, I didn't do anything wrong, I would not act as such. I decided to take my shower in the other bathroom and when I came Clara was lying, turned back to me.

- Love? - I called - still awake?

- Ahem. - She answered in a bad mood and I sighed.

- Do you wanna talk? - I asked patient.

- Have you still mood to talk with your wife? I thought that your tongue had asleep after a long time of talking with that Amarilys. - I couldn't help but smile. I know that she was jealous, but it made ​​me feel loved.

- Do you know that jealousy is silly, don't you?

- Silly? She is your ex! - She turned to me and stared at me.

- Vanessa also.

- But Vanessa is different. - She spoke with altered voice.

- Clara this is not right. It's work.

- Work, Marina? Seriously? This is your excuse?

- Excuse me? For God's sake, Clara. You're being childish!

- Childish? - She asked sitting on the bed facing me - What incredible! It's childish of me to suspect that beautiful woman who was talking to you. God, Marina, the woman is perfect. How would I be indifferent to the fact that you ignored me all night for her.

- I have not ignored you, Clara. That's the point. You heard all the conversation. At some point, did you see some flirting?

- That's not what I'm talking about!

- Then what the hell are you talking about? Do you remember Leticia? You thought I was exaggerated to be jealous of her but, in the end, I had reasons for that. I have not given you reason.

- Will you really go back now? Will you throw it in my face now?

- I'll do that if need be. If you use silly arguments like the fact that I talk to a woman in front of you without any malice or ulterior motive.

- I really deserve it. Marina, just the fact that she is talking to you has already shown that she was interested.

- Interested yes, in my work. She agreed to pose for me. That's why I was up all night with her. She's a renowned model, it will be good for me, my love. - I tried to be logical.

- If you think you will cheat me so ... - She laughed, mocking - What you'll do? Bring her over here? Photograph her naked and then seize and take her to bed?

- Good heavens, Clara! -  I was almost out of patience - Do you remember when I let ​​you walk hand in hand through the building with that blonde watery, or when you were in the apartment with her? You asked me to trust in you and now I ask, trust me too!

- What happens is that all those times things happened ... you know. The point is not I not trust in you but in her. And besides, for God's sake, Marina, she's your ex!

- If you truly knew her, you would take this distrust of your mind. She is an extraordinary woman. She is not any woman who is flirting with first woman she seeing ahead, Clara. And the fact that she is my ex doesn't change anything! She is a dear and only a friend.

- Perfect, Marina, perfect. So cares about your dear friend and go spend the night with her because the idiot here will sleep on the couch.

- Love, there is no need for it. Let's stop being childish.

- You ignored me all night. Do you think I am fool? And since it was so, now I will leave you alone as I felt in that place. - She stood up but I held her hand before.

- Go! You can go! And think enough about what you're doing, Clara. Think how much you're being childish. If you leave this your bubble of jealousy, remember that everything you did, all night, was attack Amarilys who, after some time, began to avoid looking for you to not be abused.

- Sorry if I'm not like you.

- Ohhhhhh nooooo! - I laugh nervously - You will not be put to the victim. You will not pretend that we were treating you like you were less than us because I never did it and she did not. And do you know, Clara? You know that. If I was wrong, I myself would take the pad and I would go sleep in the leaving room. But this time it's you who's playing the hysterical. When my wife is back .... then you come back here to talk again. And if I was you I would control this ridiculous jealousy because Amarilys comes here tomorrow morning to session of photograph.

- On the eve of our wedding?

- There are still three days and work relaxes me.

- I know what relaxes you. - She spoke angry and stomped out while I threw myself on the bed sighing.

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To embody the character Amarilys the author chose a photo of Maria Fernanda Cândido, a Brazilian actress.

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[Fanfiction] INQUIETUDE - Chapter 17

Chapter 17 - Link 

Marina could not see if she wanted to. Her flooded eyes allow not clearly see the face of Clara bathed with tears. She was sitting, legs straight and hands on face with a so wide smile as it almost tear her mouth with ease.

Clara had never heard so clearly that Marina loved her. The formal statement, so longed for ten out of ten women, had not happened. And now Clara understand why. Everything has the right time and was at that moment that insecurity began to threaten her sanity, but Marina's statement calmed her heart like balm.


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- So that's it? Will you exchange your life, the love of your father for this woman, who I don't even know where she comes from?

- You chose the ignorance and the prejudice to your daughter - said Marina, fighting the pain began to settle in her heart - There is nothing more I can do.

Maybe it was the second or third time in her life that Marina was going to see her father crying. Diogo felt a little short of breath, but he wouldn't descend from hir pedestal and stoop. He was losing his daughter between his fingers, but he didn't feel completely guilty. The "lifestyle" that led Marina was incompatible with his values. The only daughter. The only legacy of love he had years ago was losing and this time seem to be forever.

- So, Marina, whatever. This time we are broken forever - Diogo said blinking rapidly to foil his tears. - I hope you'll not regret - he was leaving the studio without looking back.

When Clara heard the footsteps coming toward, she stood up quickly, but Diogo saw her trying to hide the situation.

They stared each other for long seconds.

Diogo turned away but stopped when he felt Clara's hand on his arm.

- She needs you. - Clara said quietly, listening Marina to crumble gradually - She is your daughter, man. Your only daughter.

- She didn't think about that when she decided to become a perverted lesbian. And you... so beautiful ... You're really beautiful. Your parents must be so disappointed as I was.

- My father died when I was a kid and my mother is beside me. She just wants to see my happiness. She knows that I love your daughter and it's reciprocal. You should, at least, care about her happiness - Clara replied.

Diogo scratched his neck visibly bored.

- For me, this is not happiness, is not life, is not love. She doesn't need me, she needs ... - Diogo thought was funny what he would speak - She needs you. And seems like this is enough.

Clara huffed.

It seemed easier to make a hole in the wall with a punch, than to destroy that wall of prejudice that surrounded the man before her.

- Really - Clara agreed with a frown - she needs me. And I'll never abandon her as you are doing. If it is to make her cry, make her suffer, it's better that you never put your feet here again - warned Clara gritting her teeth.

- Tell her that starting tomorrow all credit cards will be canceled and that savings will not longer exist.

Discrediting the discussion that had just happened, Clara entered the studio of her beloved and was faced with a completely different Marina who she had known on the day of exposure.

Marina was shattered. Humiliated. Angry. Her eyes no longer leave more tears from crying compulsively without intermission during those minutes. Clara took pity for Marina and sat beside her.

- Shhh ... Quiet, I'm here - said Clara hugging Marina and kissing the top of her head - I'm here.

- Don't leave me, stay with me. I love you so much! I can't lose you - Marina said completely hopeless. She was embraced to Clara as a castaway who just found his lifeline.


"Come just as you are to me
Don’t need apologies
Know that you are worthy
I'll take your bad days with your good
Walk through this storm, I would
I’d do it all because I love you
I love you

Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally "

(Unconditionally - Katy Perry)


- I love you even more. And I'm here with you, my love, forever. We are together - Clara ensured, tightening her arms around Marina.

Vanessa went to the studio when she saw Diogo entering the car. She stopped at the door when she came across the scene. Definitely she lost that game.


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Clara left another message for Cadu on mobile, this time she wrote that she would pick up Ivan on the next day. At that moment Clara would not be able to give the attention that the child deserves.

The brunette returned from the kitchen with an unhealthy hot sandwich, a glass of orange juice and a bottle of vodka.

Marina laughed when he saw alcoholic drink on the tray.

- I don't know. Maybe you will want to get drunk. I can accompany you - Clara justified laughing.

- Only you to make me laugh. - Marina said feeling her eyes get wet again - I love you ... - she whispered in a voice too overwhelmed to emit an audible sound.

- I love you more - Clara whispered giving to Marina a soft kiss and stroking her face and her hair - I'll be here doing the same thing I do to Ivan, seeing if you eat everything. And if you want to talk I'm here too.

Marina made a great effort to fill the void in her stomach, but the sandwich was bitter in her mouth and not a liter of orange juice wouldn make it down. The photographer left the tray at her feet and shifted on the bed. She then began to tell Clara almost her entire trajectory until to the decision to return to the country where she was born. She didn't want to miss any detail.

- I told about my sexuality to my father because I thought it would be easier, you know? We were so close after the death of my mother ... - Marina sighed - I thought he would take me. But no. And it doesn't take long for me to deny everything that was spoken. I was very spoiled, I had a life of queen. I couldn't live without it.

- But you and Vanessa continued together? - Clara questioned.

- For a short time, because I myself started to question me about what I was, you know? Then I started to have more and more boyfriends, but I felt dirty, weird. This was not who I was. I had everything. Studio, my luxuries and pampering. But still was not what I wanted.

- I heard your father saying that this time the break was forever ... So you fight enough - Clara supposed, stealing the juice untouched of Marina.

- We fight a lot, but we broke up for three times counting this - she started explaining - the first time was when I said I'm lesbian, the second was when I discovered that my mother ...

Marina felt a stab in her heart and new tears streamed incessantly.

- .... my mother had committed suicide when she learned that my father had betrayed her with other women, including her best friend.

Clara embraced Marina and felt her shiver when a strong stream of tears escaped. They were embraced for a long time.

Frightened, Clara took the tray from the bed and lay pulling Marina on her chest. She never seen Marina so vulnerable. She didn't know that behind that fortress had someone so torn and scarred.

- So, I was revolted. As I had got some money, I started to spend  it on all possible parties of all countries that I went to. So some "scandals" were published. I actually messed up. I left home and went to live with Vanessa. We fought and came back a lot. And it was in these 'end' that I freaked out and ended up on the covers of magazines. But despite everything, despite he ... - Marina sighed when she used a pronoun instead of "father" - ... despite he betrayed from my mother, despite he have hit me, he was my father, my only family - Marina felt her heart being crushed by the tenth time that day.

Marina looked at the bedside clock and it was past three o'clock in the morning when she reached the middle of her story, and neither she nor Clara cared about the hours. Clara just wanted to be awaked to embrace or prevent any improper tear bathed the face of the woman who had changed her life.

- A long time has passed and here I am. Feeling my perfect little world slowly crumbling. The only thing I can think of now is in the house. I'll have to sell everything to slip up. If is need, I'll sell the clothes of my body, dismissing the girls ... I don't want to be without them.

- I'm here for whatever you need and talk about everything. You can count on much more than my love for you, okay? - Clara said after making sure that Marina had ended - I'm just hoping Cadu find a place for him and I'll sell the apartment.

- Now that you brought it up I'll confess I don't understand why you have left the apartment with Cadu - said Marina - It is yours, is not it?

- Yes, it's part of the legacy that my father left to me. I didn't want to continue living there and I didn't wanna start a new life with you there - Clara explained - There are many good memories, some bad, but I don't wanna get attached to them.

- Are you afraid of wanting to go back to those memories?

- No! I just wanna a place of our own, where it has our style. which is mine and yours, entirely. And besides, is not cool for you to have to live with these memories and comments about the past that can escape unintentionally. I don't wanna hurt you with this sort of thing, nor something like this. I just wanna make you happy, my love.

Marina opened a goofy smile. Tears flowed effortlessly. The photographer stared Clara for a few seconds, wondering if deserved so much happiness, so much love and so lucky.

"We'll do it all everything, on our own
We don't need anything, or anyone

If I lay here, if I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world? 

(...) 

I don't quite know how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much
They're not enough 

(...) 

I need your grace to remind me 
To find myself 

(...) 

All that I am, all that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes "

(Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol)



- Repeat - the photographer asked, hypnotized as if she was falling in love with Clara for the first time.

- What?

- That you just talk. Starts with L and ends with OVE.

- How silly you are, my love! - Clara replied holding Marina's face between her hands and kissing her - Only mine.

- Only your, my love, my friend, my lover, my world. Everything. You're everything, Clarinha.

- I love you - Clara whispered between lips, moving her mouth down to Marina's chin - I love you beyond what we call eternity.

- Beyond. We are and we'll go beyond, because eternity is still too little for us.

Clara continued making her mouth going down the neck of Marina, just brushing her lips aganist the skin. Marina shoved a hand in her hair of Clara, while the other hand, inside the blouse, touched the warm and soft skin.

- Makes me your - Marina asked, wincing every touch of Clara - makes me sure that you are only mine. I want you inside me, I need to feel you.

- Have doubt about anything... - Clara said while gently scratching the back and the belly of Marina - ...less about the love I feel for you. We'll be together forever.

Clara then opened the buttons of Marina's pants and entered it deeply.





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[Fanfiction] INQUIETUDE - Chapter 16

Chapter 16 - The Truth 

Clara was the first to leave the studio. Her legs previously wobbly by horny, were now wobbly by fright. Marina was forced to follow her beloved. She didn't know where Clara would go to, but the photographer needed a cold shower.

When she arrived at bedroom she found Clara sitting in bed with her eyes closed, leaning against the headboard and slow breathing.

- What do your dad doing here? - Clara asked as she felt the mattress down beside her.

- I'm asking myself the same question. He was never to make surprises, much less for me. And right now, when I'm dying to discount everything you did to me - said Marina, leaving a trail of saliva on the neck of Clara.

Clara shivered and opened her eyes. She faced the dilated pupils of the photographer and surrendered to what they were asking. Between kisses and licks voracious, Marina pressed the body of Clara with all force that was allowed.

- Stay here, for punishment. I need a cold shower and quick. - Marina said running against her will.

Clara pouted and went to the bathroom along with Marina.
While Marina felt the cold water to bump on your skin, Clara enjoyed the warm and cozy water in the bathtub.

- I'm going to face the beast - said Marina out of the shower showing all her wet body.

Clara bit her lower lip, felt her body heat up again and she can swear that the water surrounding it began to boil.

- I'm not even watching you - Clara said placing her hand on her face, but with fingers spread. Marina laughed and left the bathroom.

Clara then faced the ceiling, thinking. Marina had never commented on her father or the relationship she had with him. The chill she felt her spine was not good, and Clara couldn't guess what was coming next. Just tried to stay positive.

When the photographer returned to the studio everyone was silent. She passed, looking at the steel beam, making sure that had left no traces there. When her father saw her, got up of red chair and hugged his daughter.

- Where's the girl that was here? - He asked looking around.

- S-she ... she's in the shower - said Marina, afraid.

- She lives here with you?

Questions. Marina had a déjà vu at that. Looked like she had gone back in time, when her father discovered her sexuality and, at the time, he forced his daughter to stop being what she was.


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- I don't believe I wasted my time and money with you! I invested a lot to get what you wanted and this is how you repay me? What a beautiful way of thanks! - Diogo said between his teeth, walking back and forth like crazy. 

- I didn't ask anything for you. - Marina yell back - I never asked you. I know to fend for myself. 

Diogo laughed without emotion. 

- Surely a girl who can not even wash a fork will learn to fend for herself! Give me a break, Marina. Or you change your way ... that your ... I don't know even how to name such an atrocity. 

- Homosexuality - Marina said imposing - That's what I am. Homosexual. Gay. Lesbian. Put the name you want and there's nothing I can do to be what YOU want me to be. I am so. I always have been.

- Was that Vanessa, was not she? - The father asked changing the focus of discussion - She turned your mind, did you to enjoy something so grotesque as this. This can't be healthy. Can't be normal. 

- It's not my health that is at stake here. Is your mental health. And no, Vanessa has nothing to do with it, because before we got together I've tried every kind of women, I already slept with several women. She is not the first and is far to be the last. 

Horrified the father reached out and fell hard on her daughter's face. Making the facial skin burn and concentrate all the blood at the site that now burned. 

Marina was leaning down slowly. Sat on the floor with her hands on the side hit by the slap and breathed deeply swallowing the urge to cry and strike back the blow. 

She felt something wet her finger and when she ran her fingers, felt the trickle of blood coming out of her nose. 

- Glad that your mom is not here to see this abominable thing that you are becoming. - Diogo said opening and closing his hand, as well as her daughter's face, burned - She would be embarrassed. 

That was the last straw. Hear any mention of her mother made Marina lose all her strength, shook all her emotional structure. When she realized her tears formed irregular designs on wooden floor where she was sitting. 

- Don't talk about my mother, your sucker! You are the person who has less right to speak or think of her. - said Marina rising. 

- Respect me, girl! I'm your father. With much sorrow I say this now, after learning ... - Diogo felt his pressure lowering and loosened his tie. 

- I am no longer a girl. I'm adult enough to know what I want or who I want. And you will not be... - Marina pointed her finger near the nose of her father - ... who will 'change' ...  - signaled word in quotes with her fingers - ... what I am. I sorry to tell you, Diogo Meirelles, but there is no way to change. 

- So say goodbye to all this! - Diogo revolved body with open hands pointing to the fullest extent of the big house - Say goodbye also my help to build your studio in New York. Don't count on me for anything more. We are broken. 

Without giving to Marina the chance to respond to the threat, Diogo left pounding the door of the room. And, for the first time in her life, Marina knew how difficult it was to make a decision.

Flashback Off 


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As if she had felt a ghost passing through her body, Marina returned to the present moment. Now it had been years since the first break with her father and she had matured so much as imagined, she would not shake so easy. Now would be she who would give the cards.

- Girls, you can leave us alone, please? - Marina asked, predicting the heavy fog that would be staying in the studio.
Giselle and Vanessa left without contest. They met Flavia halfway and requested her to turn around because the things would got nasty there.

Clara had gone out of the bathroom and was sitting on a deck chair, trying, for the umpteenth time, talking with Cadu. Ivan had asked to move from Friday to Sunday with his mother and Marina as, at the end of last week he had spent only Sunday with them, because Cadu had forbidden the saturday with Clara and Marina.

To the misfortune of Cadu, Ivan was enjoying to know that his mom was dating someone else and that person was the Marina, who was conquering the boy every day.


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Inside the studio, Marina and the father stared each other static. Diogo did not want to believe in the hypothesis which arose in his mind from the moment she saw her daughter with Clara in studio.

- Clara and I are living together for almost a month. - Marina said, finally remedying the curiosity of his father.

Diogo laughed and ran a hand through his graying hair. Sat on the silver bench which was behind him and folded his hands in his lap.

- That's why you wanted to go back to Brazil, right? To live this filthy life without me to keep watching. - the father said looking at his daughter.

- Clara has nothing to do with my back to Brazil, but she has everything to do with the fact that I want to stay here forever.

- And Vanessa? How is she dealing with it? Or now you have both in your bed?

- Don't be ridiculous! Vanessa became a great friend and is very competent at what she does. The love of my life is Clara. It's with her that I'll live until the end of my life.

- Wow! What a beautiful thing to hear, Marina - Diogo joked, crossing the right leg over the left.

- What do you want? - Marina asked without an ounce of patience - Speak soon, let's abbreviate this conversation.


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Clara send the tenth voice message to Cadu and went back inside the house. Some time he had to answer, otherwise Clara would go to Leblon pick up her son.

When she climbed the stairs to go to the bedroom, Clara ran into Vanessa.

- What about they are talking? - Clara asked.

- And how would I know? - Vanessa replied, acid as always.

- Wow, Vanessa! I wonder when will you start putting sugar in this life. Blimey, is that you can not live in peace? My white flag is already raised for some time.

- Why don' you go to hell, Clara? Serious. Get out of my life and I'm sure will not miss sugar - Vanessa forgot what she was going to do and went to the kitchen.

Clara turned and went to the studio to see where the conversation had come, or where it was going. When her feet marked five steps away from the door, her body tensed. She could feel the doors tremble with the shouts she heard.

- I came to talk that to the sale of the house in Angra dos Reis was very successful and the buyer loved the photos. He said you are very competent, what is no untruth - Diogo said.

Marina was with folded arms, resting her weight on her right leg.

- And only the sale of the house helped to pay the debts I had, including your own. And I also came to talk, Marina... - Diogo now walked the short and precise steps - .... that if you wanted you can to continue only with the photographs you are used. You could also go home and continue taking your luxurious life in futility.

- I told to shorten the conversation - reminded Marina - What do you want?

- Have I told how I suffered because of this choice? Because you have chosen to use it to confront me at a last and meaningless rebellion. - Diogo was feeling his face heat - I thought that you came back to Brazil just by nostalgy and to change the landscape of your photos. But you can't stand to see a piece of ass, right?

Clara stopped in the doorway and crouched, with hand on heart she heard everything that came inside.

- You are offending me - said Marina.

- And you don't think about how I was offended by the news around the world about my daughter in nightclubs with multiple women? Walking hand in hand on the street?

- What I do, or do not do, doesn't interfere in your life, dad! Damn it! Look how much time has passed. I paid a very high price for hiding who I am. You speak of your suffering, but doesn't think a bit of mine. - Marina felt tears wanting to leave, but she would not cry. She didn't want to leave space to the game to turn against herself. - The boyfriends who I arranged, just for show, to not lose what I had, not to lose your love that was so little .... If you have suffered with this story I suffered twice.

The words of Marina didn't alter an emotional cell of Diogo, who remained very firm in his decision.

- I thought you had changed, but what a see ... I'll have to be radical - the father realized after a long sigh - Or you put an end to this "relationship" with this girl or forget every dime that I send to you . The girl who can't wash a fork will have to fend for herself. - Sentenced categorical, looking deep into the eyes of Marina.

Clara felt her mouth forming an O that can only be closed when the hand went to her  mouth to prevent the emission of any sound that could stop that discussion.

Although she felt the security that Marina transmitted about the future of the two, it was impossible Clara not to be scared and afraid. After all, she had faced a piece of hell to get to heaven and she didn't want to think what would happen if her days were numbered in the heaven. Clara was sure of her love for Marina was so strong that it could materialize before her eyes. But now she was in doubt if the feeling and intensity were reciprocal.

Marina's eyes overflowed and she gulped.

As said previously the father's love was very little, but it was still love. And it seemed that she would be without the money and would be without this little love. Without the presence of the absent man who, in a way, just wanted her good.

Marina hated collapsing in front of her father. Since her mother had died, her father forbade her from being a "crybaby", and even after all these years Marina was contained herself, to the maximum, to not be that whiny girl.

But now it was her happiness was at stake. Across the door Clara cried softly, asking, as a prayer, for she was not fooled and doesn't lose the love that she had always sought and found in the most unusual place she might think.

- All I ever sought in life was a love to call, with all the letters, of mine. LET ME TO SPEAK! - Marina lifted up when the father started to cut her reasoning - I searched a lot in the dirtiest places of this world. I never gave up this quest. And these wanderings attracted a lot of wrong people. I hurt myself so much and hurt people who had nothing to do with it. I was just following my heart.

The tears now streaming down face down and Marina cared little for wipe them.

- I didn't know where my heart would take me, but I was sure that I would know when I found it. I would found the next minute that SHE had be the person I would stay until my last minutes of life. And that was how I felt when I saw Clarinha at the first time. I felt inside... - Marina tapped her chest which protected the heart racing - ...that was for her that my heart was beating. And I was not going rest until I make her happy, nor makes me happy just because you, or the neighbor, or the baker, or anyone else who thinks it is wrong. Clara is the love of my life. The person who showed me that don't need much to live. It's all so fleeting that it only matters what you take with you and not what you have. So, Diogo, if you want to take all here, take. Just don't ask me to get away from the woman I love.

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